Saturday, May 2, 2009 @ 1:36 AM.
Am going back to the shithole again. I do not know how hard it will be on me and on you but i guess we just have to go through with it. I'll definitely be fine inside but i am more worried about you when im not around.
Im just hurt that you actually think that way, that you will so easily think of it just because you can't study. Someday, your self-confidence is going to erode this relationship. You should start with taking things with a pinch of salt and yes somethings are important but not so important that you will die if you can't do it. 船到橋頭自然直, i dunno how many words i got wrong but i think you will understand. The more you pressure yourself, the more you cannot accomplish.
You always say that i observe ppl very well, you are the closet to me therefore i observe you all the time. What i observe is that you are alot more capable than you think you are, you are just holding yourself back.
