It is a new experience and also a test of mental strength and endurance for not only me but people around me. 

The pass week for me is so hectic. I had live range until like 2am++. crazy stuff, imagine i woke up at like 0530 in the morning. I didn't know it will last so long and in the end cause me not able to call Shimei. 

At least, something good came out from that day. I got marksman! 29 out of 32. Guess its not bad =). 

Going to have field camp next week. Now i need to enjoy my weekends to the fullest before i go back in for alot of shit. 

when i saw the tears, my heart broke and felt like it was crushed. It hurts and i wish i could do something but i can't. Take care when I'm not around and Shik do me a favor, please help me take care of her!